Ayahuasca – Ready To Die

“I’m thinking about it every minute of every day.” – Nic (03:45)

“Ayahuasca is a hallucinogenic brew made from tropical South American vines used especially in shamanistic rituals by certain Amazonian Indian peoples.” – Brian (04:54)

“It was the first ever clinical trial into the efficacy of D.M.T.” – Nic (05:41)

“This is not about going to Amsterdamn for the weekend and getting fucked up, it’s much more serious than that.” – Brian (08:42)

“A lot of people don’t understand the sanctity of what we’re doing.” – Nic (09:12)

“This is going to take place in the pitch dark.” – Brian (16:44)

“You’re at least 5% better looking.” – Nic (21:03)

“It means I’m more invested in this experience.” – Brian (23:02)

“For me I feel as if I’m preparing for a battle.” – Nic (24:23)

“Look at the great events in your life that changed you, they were probably very tragic and horrible moments, they were for me, and I got the most gain out of them, so if I have to do that then I’m ready to drink. Because not doing it will make me more anxious and more angry.” – Brian (27:57)

“You have got to pay the piper sooner or later, if there are these negative psychological patterns or spiritual wounds, I want them out now. I don’t want them to resurface when I’m 60 and too inflexible to deal with them then.” – Nic (28:22)

“She told us if you’re in doubt after the first drink, then drink.” – Brian (38:14)

“That’s part of the excitement is that we just don’t know what’s going to happen.” – Nic (39:35)

“This episode is not meant to encourage anyone to do this–stay in school, don’t do drugs–if you do want to do this then research it, Nic and I spent six months on this.” – Brian (41:45)

“If you could guarantee that on Monday night when we do this that on Tuesday morning you would have the answer to one question, what would it be?” – Nic (45:48)
“Where’s my direction for the next ten years, where do I need to go and what do I need to get done, that’s what I want to see.” – Brian (46:01